Monday, December 28, 2009

good-bye oh nine



good ol' bobby d.



like the great one said, as the years pass by... the times they are a-changin'.





see you on the other side '09. I'm ready for twenty-10.








THE TIMES THEY ARE A-CHANGIN'





Come gather 'round people

Wherever you roam

And admit that the waters

Around you have grown

And accept it that soon

You'll be drenched to the bone.

If your time to you

Is worth savin'

Then you better start swimmin'

Or you'll sink like a stone

For the times they are a-changin'.





Come writers and critics

Who prophesize with your pen

And keep your eyes wide

The chance won't come again

And don't speak too soon

For the wheel's still in spin

And there's no tellin' who

That it's namin'.

For the loser now

Will be later to win

For the times they are a-changin'.





Come senators, congressmen

Please heed the call

Don't stand in the doorway

Don't block up the hall

For he that gets hurt

Will be he who has stalled

There's a battle outside

And it is ragin'.

It'll soon shake your windows

And rattle your walls

For the times they are a-changin'.





Come mothers and fathers

Throughout the land

And don't criticize

What you can't understand

Your sons and your daughters

Are beyond your command

Your old road is

Rapidly agin'.

Please get out of the new one

If you can't lend your hand

For the times they are a-changin'.





The line it is drawn

The curse it is cast

The slow one now

Will later be fast

As the present now

Will later be past

The order is

Rapidly fadin'.

And the first one now

Will later be last

For the times they are a-changin'.






-bob dylan




Sunday, December 27, 2009

telegraph diaries

since the semester finally came to a close, I decided to skip out on going back to los angeles for a few days and kick back in berkeley. so on my first morning being free, still accustomed to all the sleepless nights during the last week, I was full of that rare morning energy and I decided to dust off the old camera and prowl the streets.



on this morning telegraph was still showing signs of life, as the street-sleepers began waking-up while the sunlight slowly broke across town. I let my visual senses take over and drowned out all other audible sound with some david bowie tracks (can't get enough that rebel, rebel) and I descended onto Sproul Plaza, which was pretty much dead with the the exception of some zombie lookin' students scattered about. while I was surveying the landscape, I noticed the student fountain was full of bubbles. something different today, eh? guess I picked the right time to come. I started snapping pictures, different angles and what not, half experimenting and half attempting to shake off this photographer rust. berkeley has a different feel to it once you don't have the burden of classes weighing on your shoulders.



while I pointed my viewfinder towards this bubble bath in the middle of Sproul, a man jumped in front of my view and started posing. I kept taking pictures for a few moments with him vogueing-out, until he walked up to me and began talking. his excitement made me laugh as he began throwing his fists in the air and shadow boxing an unseen opponent while he cryptically spoke in muddled words; his punches moved swiftly like blades through the air.




under his breath, with each jab I heard "Ali... Tyson... Will Smith." in those brief moments, it seemed he didn't remember I was there; he was totally immersed in his story, reenacting in front of me the very images going through his mind. I couldn't help but feel his energy while he stood there in front of me, it even led me to imagine him knockin-out Ali or Tyson as he so passionately believed he had done.




I nodded approvingly at his mumbled story, yet intrigued by him, I asked for one more picture. without my direction, he triumphantly curled both his arms into the sky, flexing his hidden muscles. He shot back at me with a proud smile and eyes that glistened brighter than the already radiant morning sky we both stood in. I took the photo and he proceeded to walk away while I waved to him. a champion in disguise that walked the streets of berkeley, who would of guessed?



As the boxer trailed away, he looked back.




"Ali... Tyson... Will Smith..."








I spent the next hour walking around campus, taking pictures of architecture and nature, getting my dora-the-explorer on through the scenery I hadn't had the chance to investigate during the busy semester. yet, for that hour and the rest of the day, the mysterious boxer stayed on my mind. each time he crossed my mind, I was reminded of the many surprises that life may have in store.



here at berkeley, you can run into many different types of people. some passive, maybe cheerful, needy, or angry. on telegraph, I've mostly run into the latter. that morning excursion brought me a sense of amazement and delight; a reason why I decided I would go again the next morning.




another sleepless night followed. I gave up on sleeping around 5:30 am, cooked breakfast (alright, maybe not that one...), and grabbed my camera again for round two. I left significantly earlier this time, in part of my insomnia, and an urgency to get some dope morning shots. as I walked down telegraph through the freezing air, I stood on the corner of telegraph and durant and looked northward down the street, hoping my eye would come across something. but this "something" walked up to me, asking for seventy-five cents for an early morning beer.




I gave him the only dollar I had on me.



"you taking photos?" he said.




"yeh, trying to see what I can come up with"




"that's cool man, I'm an artist too"




a little humbled he referred to me as an artist, I asked what he did, 




"paint and poetry, that's what I do. you got to have something you like doing, can't be inside all the time like a lot of people nowadays." the guy had more to him than met the eye, "that's good you're doing photography. people never stop to see the small things that have beauty around this place. everyone is always so busy, doing what you do can help expose them to all of it"




I told him I agreed, perhaps more for the overall medium of photography than my own work, but the poet was right. 




"it's a beautiful morning, do you want to hear a morning poem?" he asked me. 




I instantly said yeah, eager to see if this guy would spoil or surpass my expectations. a little prejudice? maybe... but a morning poem just like that? yeah right, this dude?




he then recited one of the most beautiful poems I've heard from anyone, let alone simply off the top of one's head. if only I could echo this back poem to you, the imagery he expressed was straight impressive. I asked if I could take a picture of him and he obliged. thus, I had my best, and most meaningful, shot of the day. 




so I parted from my new friend, who told me his name was Sunny, and was left to think about his poem, his message and who he was. as open to the world as I thought my eyes were before that moment, a perspective I never imagined before here on telegraph was now at my feet. the street now seemed illuminated. from the past two mornings, it just seemed there were more to the people who I usually just walk by everyday on my way to class.



I told my friend Paul about my experience with Sunny later on, and he said exactly what I had been feeling:




"Berkeley has a heartbeat that is unlike any place I have ever been, it's in this gorgeous contrast" 




between the grime, dirt, and sadness that can inject itself into the streets of the city through its homelessness and crime, there are still reasons to be proud. no, these are not reasons you will discover by quietly taking a casual glance at the scenery. you have to walk the streets, know them, and they will illustrate themselves to you. the poet was right.




here on telegraph and the area connecting it, they are more than simple streets. they are another world.




Wednesday, December 23, 2009

hello hi-atus





is down for the moment...



trying to mix n' match.






but don't get your panties in a knot, it'll be back in no time.





Tuesday, December 15, 2009

finals rip at your heart, don't they?





SO... during my first Final here at Berkeley, I was asked to write (for that extra credit, of course) a poem in a fashion similar to that of Sylvia Plath, describing the experience of taking the Final and completing it. For those of you who don't know, Plath didn't have the best relationship with her father. Actually, one of my favorite poems from her is "Daddy", check it if you haven't already...

In having this similarity with her, I ended up sitting there on the other side of school in the new building we were placed in specifically for finals, and thought about my less-than-spectacular father (sorry pops) at eight AM, and this is what came out: 





The years were long-

they held, they suffocated. Never honest.

Never far.

Towards this moment, they crept slowly

I left them the piece of me that was your name,

erasing its existence from my life

a protest of you when anyone desires to know who I am.



Who am I?

I am here, 

this Final comes first. It is my first Final.

I'm not there.

I answered the exam the only way I knew how, through the eyes of experience

and late, late, vacant nights

Answers far from the ones you fed me.



Was I frightened? If it were ten years ago, yes.

I was. 

I was asked to write a poem for an exam.

These words are the test.

This poem, this day.

I am through.

Still, you have an influence on me.

I continue to be tested, far from my days of hopelessness with you 

in my first exam at Berkeley, miles away-

I was asked to write a poem,

and you found a way to submerge yourself between its words.



Yet, you are threaded into a picture all my own- 

adding another year, another achievement along the lists

of where you failed and I succeeded.

This is the doctrine of myself.



Though the portrait of you remains-

Dad, in all that I am, your name is no where

to be found.





Saturday, December 12, 2009

a public melody

here's an uplifting video to assist in spreadin' some holiday cheer (not quite an xmas song but ey, is there ever really a right time for phil collins?)



so lose yourselves in the lights, evergreen trees, hot chocolate, snow, and candycanes; find your inner kid again, it's christmas time.



whatever you do, just don't turn out to be this awkward scrooge:










watch the vid... you'll know what I mean. have a good one people, lets enjoy the season together.





Monday, October 19, 2009

a day for Milk.



Close to a week ago, Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger signed into law that May 22 will now be a day of special recognition for assassinated gay politician Harvey Milk. Though the 22nd of May will not be an official state holiday, schools across California will be encouraged and hopefully inspired to hold lessons "remembering the life of Harvey Milk, recognizing his accomplishments and familiarizing pupils with the contributions he made to this state". For Schwarzenegger, signing this bill is a far cry from the previous year where he shot down the measure when it was presented; with the release of the film Milk based on his life (which won two Academy Awards) starring Sean Penn, and President Obama recently awarding Harvey Milk with the Presidential Medal of Freedom, the Governor seemed more than compelled to begin moving in a more progressive direction.





Whether it showed a lack of integrity on his side for vetoing the measure from the start, I applaud Governor Schwarzenegger for reversing his decision, even if it took a feature film and President Obama to ultimately influence him. New laws were also signed along with the measure worth taking note of, such as ones that will give same-sex couples legally married in other states all the rights of marriage in California. Try not to catch yourself going into shock on this one, but Arnie has ".. approved more legislation in favour of gay rights than any governor in United States history". With opposition being met at every direction for those striving for the rights of homosexuals in America, this is a glimmering light in what hopefully may be a bright day in the future for the LGBT community.





Times they are a-changin'? Perhaps they are, but only time will tell.





As soon as the law was signed the Conservative groups who were in full force during their campaign to successfully end same-sex marriage in California made their aversion known. The Campaign for Children and Families called the Harvey Milk law "the strongest impetus yet for loving parents to remove their children from anti-family public schools". A little irrational? Yes, however this statement and others like it, as ridiculous as they may sound, gain strength when enough people back them. It contributes to a negative connotation that can portray gays in an antagonistic light, where groups have a window to build an anti-homosexual following through fear and confusion. Let it be a reminder to all that though the one-year anniversary of the Proposition 8 victory against the gay community nears, small and steady triumphs will help complete the bigger integral picture of equality; key moments as this serve as motivation to keep moving forward and continue our enduring stride.





The signing of the Harvey Milk law deserves special recognition and is important in the progression of California and the United States in attaining a society free of homosexual intolerance. For this, I am thankful and hopeful for the future.





Wednesday, September 30, 2009

1,784 million, trillion dollars please... thanks.





Man sues Bank of America for 1, 784, million, trillion dollars. Why you ask? Because he was displeased by their incredibly unreliable customer service.





Just to throw it in there, he added that the person who gave him the unsatisfactory assistance over the phone was in fact a "Spanish woman". Just a typical description, or a slight hint at a man with low racial tolerance? You pass the verdict. Either way, this man and the absurd amount of money he demands are going no where fast.





1,784 million, trillion dollars dwarfs the world's 2008 gross domestic product of $60 trillion, as estimated by the World Bank. On top of this, he luckily gets set with the judge who sentenced Bernie Madoff to a 150-year prison sentence for his $65 billion Ponzi scheme a few months back. This mans point again? Is this some sort of customer service road rage, or does he deserve to be commended for his "heroic" attempt to bring BofA to its knees? Who knows.







Maybe he just wanted to make someone laugh. 'Cause I sure did.





Tuesday, September 29, 2009

runnin' wild







evolution.





the evolution of the style and influence of dance can be traced back years past our own generation. it's fluidity resonates from dancers of past to present and can be felt as strong today as it was back then.



here is a perfect mesh of early 1920-30's dance with a modern twist from our folks in Daft Punk.



enjoy.






Wednesday, September 2, 2009

rangers, zords and octagons.. oh my.





You heard right ladies and gents. Tommy, the Green Ranger, is coming back into the public eye (after stealing Jason's spotlight) after all those years on the Power Rangers to fight in the UFC.





Feeling nostalgic? Just a little. Okay, maybe more than that. The UFC has by far established itself as a prime force in martial art competition; and the jump from a 90's children's show to the Ultimate Fighting Championship is one for the ages. Ex-WWF wrestler Brock Lesnar has become a pretty damn successful example in terms of making a jump from one realm of the business to another, and though it has been a tough ride, his success has been measured by his victories. This is the story in all sports, and the case will not change for the 'green one'.





How well do you think our childhood friend will do? Well the word through the grapevine is that Tommy, alright, his real name is Jason David Frank- yes, three first names- has been training with UFC lightweight Melvin Guillard. Plus, with the martial arts background he has had since the Mighty Morphin' days, this may not be as difficult a transition as it seems.





From an interview on the Suckerpunch website, Jason said "I was supposed to fight in 2007, but it fell through. In truth, I've wanted to to put the work in until I'm ready... I know I have a target on my back. Everyone is going to want to beat up the Green Ranger." Slow your roll Tommy, don't think you have that big a target on your back.. yet.





Truth be told, we may never see him in the octagon, yet the chance is there, and if he takes it, we may be seeing a glorious comeback or a dismal attempt at a return to the spotlight.





Hopefully, for childhood's sake, it's the former rather than the latter.







Thursday, August 13, 2009

and the bandanas wave...



Crips and Bloods: Made in America





For those of us familiar to Los Angeles and its glitz and glamour, it is known that the city is the home of two of the most vicious gangs to emerge on American soil. Through the 1960's and 80's, police oppression against African-Americans and other minorities caused rebellion and revenge to brew in those abused, spawning the origins of what the Bloods and Crips gangs would later become.





Blacks were terrorized by officers for walking into white affluent neighborhoods, continuing the nightmare of segregation that haunted blacks in states of the south. The pressure mounted, riots ensued, and a war began. A war against the past, a war for the future of minorities, yet a war that would later turn the people of a group against one another for the sake of survival.





Crips and Bloods: Made in America attempts to show its audience a rationalization of what it is to be a gang member in the LA area, and bring to light the suffering that at times lays torn at the roots of this ever persistent dilemma, while keeping the dream of finding harmony in the City of Angels alive.

















Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sixwords.





Started by Ernest Hemingway, the 6-Word story is an attempt at painting a moment with a few strike amounts of bare information. What seems to be the key is going for raw emotion; grabbing for what readers may find angering, saddening or humorous. So long ago, on a napkin while sitting in a cafe, Hemingway wrote these following six:







For sale: baby shoes. Never worn. 





Sorrow? Loneliness? What is it that you feel? Do these words manifest a cold picture into your mind; or rather a happy opportune moment? Mr. Hemingway called it one of his greatest works, and it rests on our ability to interpret it how we feel fit. 





Here are a few of my own attempts in trying to convey a powerful moment in six words-





They carried him, uniform and all.





Her blood chilled; the alarm sounded.





Clock ticked forward. Line went flat.





Light over horizon, home now distant.





Before today he had a future.





"Just go! No... wait, come back."










Tuesday, July 28, 2009

long time, no?

Yeah, it has been a good couple months since I've last ventured on to the blogspotin' scene. True story. But this is my now second day of being jobfree (as opposed to jobless); and it's my perfect chance to get back on to the whole social network medium for the purpose of what I intended to use it for> writing.



Okay you got me. Maybe it's not literally the perfect time to hop back on since I am coming off two hours of sleep, tracking back from MADMONDAYS at the standard in West Hollywood; and my boy Hip is still crashed out on the floor below me (taking over my Laker blanket, damn him). If it wasn't too dark I would be totally embarrassing him over twitter with some candid shots. Save for another day...



I just got a text from CNN that Judge Sotomayor is now Justice Sonia Sotomayor. Nice, a perfect lead on to my next subject: BIZYness. I haven't been able to find time to post up new writings in the past few months but it is needless to say that LIFE HAS NOT BEEN FOR THE SLOW MOVING. A few HEADLINERS from recent weeks: THE LA LAKERS ARE 2009 NBA CHAMPIONS!; THE KING OF POP DEAD AT 50; LOS ANGELES IS BROKE; WILL LA PAY FOR MICHAEL JACKSON MEMORIAL?; OBAMA CAUGHT GOCKING AT YOUNG WOMANS BOTTOM?; WHAT IS A 'WISE LATINA WOMAN' AND WHAT WOULD PROVOKE A LATINA WOMAN TO USE THOSE WORDS?; BLACK HARVARD PROFESSOR ARRESTED IN OWN HOME, WAS ARRESTED BY WHITE COPS; DEMOCRATS TRY TO FINALIZE HEALTHCARE PLAN!; REPUBLICANS ATTEMPT TO BLOCK DEMOCRATS HEALTHCARE PLAN; CALIFORNIA PASSES BUDGET TAKING AWAY 6 BILLION FROM STATE FUNDED SCHOOLS.

Yikes. Nothing short of surprising I might say. And this is what only made National headlines. I'm sure if my own personal news got printed up on dead trees and pixilated out into the world each day, it would go something like this:



THE DAILY J!

stffu_sndee_ot_etg_onde!

!!!!!

accpetde

tisonqeus

twah_hte_ lelh_stju_ hapedpen

angeloses_ciscosanfran

0815_09

leyberke.

lmf.

??

I_LLWI_ ISSM_EVRYEOEN.

....

..

I'm tired.



- A list of mixed up, jumbled, star-crossed, life changing, influential, unessential... insignificant... little... trivial... words.



I'm sure this does not only fall upon me; but for the majority of us. If so, I send this message out there just for you. The "BIZYness" is made up of all the surprises that await us in life. It's that Box of Chocolates that Forrest Gump spoke so highly about. It consists of the things that we have little or no control of; the things that come out as us swingin' with a left jab followed by a right hook. We may be riding around on this scooter (preferably skateboard) of life, enjoying the cruise control we set at our own pace. Yet we are bound to hit bumps and we will come across the forks. It may be unpleasant, it may cause you to become fearful, but welcome every little trouble, fear and surprise that may come your way. These are the things that make life plentiful and worthwhile, the things that cause us to become so animately busy that we go to bed thinking about what's next, wake up to get started, then realize it was just a dream about waking up and now you actually have to get out of bed! But let yourself become engulfed in what you're passionate about, become busy, knock down the roadblocks and follow what makes you happy. Don't let fear guide you.





Let your foundation get shaken up a bit every blue moon. Life is short. Life is sweet.

But the sweet is never as sweet without the sour.



Until next time.